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Lost days, pictures fade.
You are the biggest loser & it's sad that you don't realise it.
Saturday, November 07, 2009


Sigh, my laptop's not okay yet ): The IT-guy gave me some CD and told me to try repairing it at all since it's taking forever. But, sigh.

Gotta go to my uncle's place and get him to fix it for me tomorrow afternoon. Am using Ken's desktop now and it sucks because he doesn't have Microsoft Word pfffftsxz loser.

Supposed to go watch Astroboy with the boys tomorrow, but forget it cus I've got more important things on hand. Seriously, it stinks to have a laptop in coma. It feels as though a part of me was gone, hahaha. The feeling is almost the same as when I'd lost it. Maybe, we weren't meant to be... HAHAHAHHA retarded.

But yeah, it sucks.

Dinner @ Sakae with my family ytd, yumyumyum berry noice. But I'd rather have western since I had Japanese lunch with my colleagues yesterday as well. Hhahaha I want... Billy Bombers! Where's my treat?!?!?!?!!? *p-huh* Hhahaha such a greedy pig, Edwyna.

Bought momma a pouch from Charles & Keith then we went to get a few accessories which amounted to $60+, gulp. But really love the accessories though! Still.. damn, we're getting broke ): Thank god Daddy just gave us our allowance for the half-month today! Hheheheh $_$

Home-cooked laksa for lunch, YAY :D Lurbxz laksa dipdip. Asked Julian over but he's already taken lunch, well then too bad for him! Hhhahaha. Dinner was nice too! Home-cooked prawn noodles, heheheheh me loikey. Maybe tomorrow Momma & I should cook wanton noodles for dinner, yumz :D

Anyway, yesterday was damn cute Rayche & I both wore same stuffs to work:

Oversized black top/dress + blue bracelet + Speech bubble ring

Hhahahha damn funny lah, somemore we didn't like arrange to wear that. I went to get breakfast since we agreed to meet in the office, then while walking to the traffic light I saw someone who dressed 90% like me & hahahaha turned out to be that bitch!

But damn cute, really. Not her, but us (L)

Got our pay (heheheh finally $_$) & treated our colleagues to lunch because they forced us to. Hhaha kidding lah, we did it sincerely since we've been really well-taken care of ever since we worked there. It's like.. I gave them trouble like spilling my cupnoodles all over the floor & yet they didn't fire me.. I'm thankful ;)

Not to mention the time (actually it's just ytd) when Rayche & I tried to poison everyone there with a deadly cup of our "specialty" oreo-blended kopi-o + cocoa powder. & one of them said that it's the best he'd ever drank, so sweeeeet eh ;D Hhhahaha.

Ah well I'm seriously praying hard my uncle will save and revive my laptop. I feel like I partially caused it's death.. prolly the first time it refused to start up I shouldn't have switched it off and on for like 5 times? It's like a dying patient would live longer if the doctor didn't use the electricity thingy that looks like two irons.. what's that called anyway? Hhahahah well yeah maybe some patients who underwent that died because of it? :/

If my uncle saves my laptop.. I pinky promise I won't contact Julian for a week? :D Julian's gonna be super happy if he reads this, pfftsxz that ass.

Alright, goodnight all! :D


See that wall? Now run into it.
Friday, November 06, 2009

Hi guys, my laptop is screwed and so am I because I've got a report to rush.

Currently I'm using my office's laptop while waiting for the IT-pro guy to save meh lappy! Sigh-aye-aye, I'm so dead. I was just using it today morning before heading to work and it was still fine. But now it just wouldn't start and some system file can't be located... pfftsxz.

If really cannot.. then I'll have to send it for servicing + lose all my photos in my laptop. Damn sad, seriously.


Looking for: Fats.
Thursday, November 05, 2009

Yaaaaaay IP submission's being postponed to Monday! Har-lee-lu-yah. I would be so damn dead if it's due tomorrow maansxz, probably wouldn't get to sleep tonight and suffer @ work tomorrow hahaa.

But yay! Deadline's been postponed and that means I've got more time for beauty sleep tonight & my weekends to chiong the report with my groupmates ;D

Keyed in all the data in SPSS @ school but there's probably more to analyze than just a few tables, I guess. But the SPSS in my laptop is such a bitch, gotta get the file from Raychie tomorrow.

Ate my very first meal of the day only @ 5pm today, nice or what. Ginger & Onion beef rice + egg on a cold rainy day.. noice :D Tasted a million times better heh maybe cus I'm superduper hungry ;]

Dinner @ 7pm to fill up that empty stomach, damn full now yaaaaaaay.

Hate it when school reopens, cus I always put in 200% effort to gain weight during every single sem break. During this sem break, I managed to gain 2kg to push my weight back to 48kg. Now, I'm @ 43kg. WTF. But of course, I lost weight partially because I was sick like a dead cow during the last week of holiday to first week of school. Madness.

Now I can't wear some of my tops! Especially those that will reveal my shoulders and all cus it's damn bony I look like Yzma again :@

Hhahahaa complain complain complain only, Edwyna. Pfftsxz.

Have been sleeping late for the past few days, time to sleep waaaaaaaaaaaay earlier tonight (L) Not like I'd look less ugly overnight, but well :D Goodnight!


Hey, long time no see!


My ohsocool blogskin died on me, damn sad :/ Changed to this one & now my cbox's screwed, right! ):

Went to TP ytd to catch gamers to help me & Jasmine with our survey heheheh thanks Samy! ;D Familiar faces kinda make my day sometimes.. but then again, bleah.

Cotton & I_him_her_they totally made my day because haven't seen them for more than a year. & the cutest thing is that, I've to meet them both in a same day! So it's quite funneh heh-heh-heh. Almost choked on my fish&chips when I saw one of them. The other one is just LOL-awwwwww because we took forever to say hello & goodbye. Guess he's been the same while I've changed. Or, maybe not. Idk, it doesn't really matter! :)

& wtheck, I found out that the cabbydriver whom I spoke to on my way home could be someone's dad! Everthing's happening in one day!!! K I need to laugh out loud then take a deep breath.

Alrighty, off to bed!


Phew.
Monday, November 02, 2009


I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday


Lesson learnt.
Sunday, November 01, 2009

I may not speak much, but if you keep getting on my fucking nerves then don't blame me if I snap like a fully-stretched rubber band and scream in your face. Everyone has a limit to their patience, don't test mine.

There's alot of things that can be settled if you just speak up. It's irritating if at the end of the day you don't accomplish a single shit then you come to me and beat around the bush like I am some dense moron. Come on, you obviously don't know me well enough.

& if you wanna play games with me, bring it on. I'm ready.


TRUE COLOURS.


Alright, updates about yesterday! Brought my silly shades + hairband out & met up with Rayche & Fiona @ Plaza Singapura @ 4pm, then slowly walked to the flea market @ SMU! :D Quite alot of stalls but nothing much, but I really like the things I bought so I'm really happy! :D

Bought 5 bracelets + 1 ring + 2 pairs of earrings + 2 dresses which even Mummy thought was nice! Hehehehehe when she thinks the dresses are nice then I'm safe, because usually she'd say that I've bad taste blahblahblah hahaha.

Was looking forward to getting some necklaces + vest + blazer but most of those there didn't look really nice. Plus, the vests & blazers there looked like it'd been worn a million times before being sold because of the threading. Bad. Guess I'll either buy it outside myself or get from blogshops :/







WILL UPDATE TOMORROW

No. 1 reason why I need to learn to drive & own a car:

MUMMY & I AM DAMN HUNGRY RIGHT NOW & WE WISH WE COULD DRIVE AROUND & LOOK FOR FOOD!!!


friendship's more than that!
Saturday, October 31, 2009




Hehehhee finally, time to upload the photos taken on the 25th! :D

Met up with the babes after 254765981723691874 months because we've been really busy with school and even busy with work during the holidays. All of us finally managed to get a day off our busy lives to meet-up and catch-up with one another!

Met-up @ Bugis and had PastaMania for dinner, yumz :) Hhahahah awwww thankyou Serenie for the ohsoprecious gifts! Damn cute can, I bring them around with me wherever I go hehehe (L)

Peach-flavoured Yami Yummy Yogurt for dessert, shiokshiok! Haven't eaten that for a daaaaaamn long time. Hhahah even now when I'm blogging about it I'm already craving for some :/

Took neoprints cus we're cool like that, hahahhahaha damn funny because we haven't taken neoprints since Secondary School so it was pretty chaotic during that 5-10mins in the neoprint booth. Should take it again someday, yes? Hhehehe.

Chilled, chatted & took photos @ the open area at Illuma, played some game which allowed us to open up and say secrets that we have kept for a long long time. Well, of course certain secrets weren't exactly nice to know but well at least it's good to know :) Hhahaha anyway it took place 3 years ago so it's k! :D

It was pretty late after all the chatting so we went home. It's really great that we finally met up after so long (: Must go out again okay! (L)

Alright, some photos below & the rest is on my facebook! :D Next post - updates about today!




Hhahaha I've got a ultra-spastic face here -o-


Look how much we've changed!
(Sec 1 -> Sec 4 -> February 08'-> April 09' -> April 09' -> October 09')








Running late!!!

Yesterday, a girl whom I've known for less than 2 months told me that I'm spoilt and pampered. Really? Hhahhaha I don't think I am spoilt and pampered because there are many girls out there who don't even do the housework at home. I may be a Daddy's girl and a Mummy's girl because I'm the only daughter out of their 4 kids but I'm definitely not spoilt and pampered.

Maybe she'd forgotten that the right words shoud be lady-like, dainty, petite. Hhahahahah :)

Hokay, out to Bishan then FleaMarket @ SMU at 4pm! Let's hope that I'd manage to buy some lovable stuffs. I've got weird accessories in my wardrobe - huge red ribbon hairband.. heart-shaped shades... hahahaha.


WARCRAFT VS. MY GIRLFRIEND
Friday, October 30, 2009


I chanced upon this article/letter/story here while doing my research for Integrated Project :


I've had a lot of time to think about our last conversation, particularly since you ended it by ramming a keyboard through my monitor. I understand that we were both upset at the time and perhaps we said some things we didn't mean. Well, maybe you more than me, considering I mostly just listened to you shriek and cowered in the corner.

I do not think I am, as you so eloquently screamed, "addicted to World of Warcraft." I have, however, made a number of unfortunate mistakes, for which I would like to apologize.

I'm sorry I was so late picking you up from the library. I didn't know they locked the doors at 8, and I'm sorry you had to stand outside alone for two hours. If it makes you feel better, despite its reputation to the contrary, that portion of the city does not have a violent-crime rate significantly above the national average.

You have to consider the position I was in. I was healing for a party with five players in it, all of whom were counting on me to help them defeat Mekgineer Thermaplugg and liberate the Gnomish city of Gnomeregan. Those are the needs of five people, in contrast to just yours, alone. (Note that I'm not even counting the needs of the Gnomish people here, Ashley.) As Spock once famously said, "The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few. Or the one." You were that one.

Had I looked outside and noticed the freezing rain, I may have made a different decision. Probably not, though.

I'm also sorry I posted those pictures of you on my guild forums, the ones I took when you were passed out. I had no idea they could Photoshop your bra off. That was poor judgment on my part, and I freely admit it. I also should have told you before the chain letter went out. On the bright side, you hated working there anyway.

I also have some things to say that I think you should hear, and, since you forgot to pause long enough for me to speak before your charming little bout of property damage and subsequent stormy departure, I would like to say them now.

Ashley, you have never been willing to accommodate my World of Warcraft needs, or even to compromise the slightest bit.

Last month, when your mother was in a car accident, you called and not only demanded I drive you to the hospital but insisted I stay there to provide "emotional support"—despite knowing full well that I had booked that evening off to fight forest trolls in Zul'Aman. When I suggested you take a cab and that I join you in three to four hours, you unleashed a string of expletives that even my therapist found disturbing. You also refused to wait until we finished off the eagle boss, the one who drops the helm piece I have been trying to get for months.

For the record, she turned out fine anyway. Many paraplegics lead rich and rewarding lives.

Also, what you stumbled upon me doing with that Level 64 blood elf in the back room of the Silvermoon City Inn was neither "sick and perverted" nor "cheating on you." We were role-playing. That I called you by her character's name later that evening was just a weird coincidence. I do not wish your body looked like that. You and I both know that it's physically impossible for humans to have those proportions, at least while retaining all of their internal organs.

However, in the midst of your raging diatribe, sandwiched between the curses and the flailing limbs, you made some very good points. In fact, the words you spoke about commitment, loyalty, and "being there when someone needs you" have sort of inspired me.

Ashley, when I gave you that ring and pledged to spend my life with you, what I didn't mention was that, eight months prior, in the Level 10 quest "For the Horde," I had already pledged eternal fealty and service to Warchief Thrall.

Now, with the gates of Ahn'Qiraj opening and the threat of the Silithid invasion looming over Azeroth, the call has gone out for all able-bodied members of the horde to band together in the great war effort. An event like this only happens once in a server's life, and I cannot honorably abandon my online brethren in this hour of need. I understand that you need me to be there for you, but, Ashley, the truth is, right now, the horde just needs me more.




Retarded son of a bitch.